Though it is so difficult for me to keep the distance with you, it worth my efforts. Thinking of leaving soon I felt so excited and relaxed. Finally I don't have to be tortured by suppressing the feelings as long as I see you no more.
I think it'll must be good staying at home. I'm so happy that I will leave all these behind. I don't know whether one day you'll understand me, it doesn't matter any more. I think it will be too late for you to understand if you can really understand it.
You wanted to let me know that you never abandoned me, but all what you have done and said made me so desperate that whether you realize it doesn't make any difference. Because for me you've abandoned me since long long ago, since the misunderstanding about the pretty colleague. You like being surrounded by the women and by this very beautiful woman, then go ahead. You don't know how to cherish the really precious things for me. I think that we're just so different. You'll never feel my feelings and my hurt. Because you don't have a heart for me.
At the beginning I thought that you had a warm heart hidden, then I realized that you might not have a heart as you said yourself, and finally I knew that you just don't have a heart for me.
Recently the weather is so nice. Every day will pass very quickly.
Farewell, my Moumoun.
Miao
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