Happy birthday.
It's your birthday today, I want to give you my best wishes here. It's been about one month since last time you sent me the texto. I have been missing you a lot recently. Fanfan said that it was just because my life is tedious and tired with the kid, the fact that I missed you is just the end of the story, once I had a new life again, I'll forget you very easily.
But...
I'm not sure. It's like being forgotten by you, and by all the world.
With Asher growing up, I'm worried about the future, I don't know how I'll survive. Today I went to visit a osteopathe, it was shiny, he said it was happy to have this kind of sunshine, this is the life, it's the hope. I didn't know how to reply him. I don't want to say that the hope is useless. but I think that most of the time the life is desperating.
How's your new life after the marriage?
I've been thinking about the time we spent together, I feel like staying all alone and crying.
Love.
Miao
