How are you?
Miss you as always.
We've moved to a new appartment, with Asher it's a little bit difficult, but we made it finally. Our bed ordered on the internet still not arrive, we sleep in our living room.
Sometimes you came to my dream, saying little words. Even one time I dreamed that we got married and you hold me on your back wearing the wedding dress. You sent me the sms to say happy new year several days after the new year.
We had several big fight after my in laws' arrival. I thought about death not less than 3 three times. I thought about you while I was wandering outside, thinking that if we were still good, I might have called you to help me. But, we are not. This period is a little bit hard for me. Hope the twilight will come soon.
Hope all is good for you.
Love,
Miao
