I'm missing you. Still thinking about yesterday your kindness and gentleness to me. You took off my headphone gently and draw my hand to go with you, to go to have the coffee with you. Your look on me was so gentle, I couldn't refuse you, couldn't resist falling into the swirl.
I even imagined what I wanted to say to you for the last day of my mission. I couldn't accompany you for you future, I'am being egoist to be far from you, just because I can't get rid of my feeling of being hurt. I was a bit confused, I don't know what you were trying to do was because you don't want to lose me as friend or you don't want me to feel sad. But you'll never lose me, and beding sad is just my choice. Or maybe the moment when my feeling has changed means our friendship has finished. You tried everything to make me laugh, telling me what you liked as cartoon when you were younger. I love the feeling beside you. But I couldn't have the chance to always be next to you. You have another future ahead of you. I shouldn't be the one who hold you back. The ending must be and could only be leaving you silently.
Loving you from far and silently must be a better choice for both of us.
Miao
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