You're just like a ghost for my diary, because I record everyday life here by writing to you :)
I dreamed of you last night, I wanted to have lunch with you in the dream, while I was in a wierd place. Today you're at work, no news at all from you. Missing you.
Today I just stayed at home, practiced the piano and pulled out my Ukulele to play, thinking about maybe I could play some simples song to give to you as the new year's gift. But... I don't know. I still have the feeling of losing you. I feel insecure, or more realistic, because I seem to understand more and more that you will not stay in my life. As long as I couldn't see you, and stand not contacting you actively, I could stand the pain in the imagination. Once I see you, I want to stick to you, every second of everyday. I know you don't have the same feelings as mine.
About the story I told you yesterday. The man cheated the girl who loves him to have the time machine to save his beloved. The girl knew that the man didn't love him. She went to his heart to verify. She saw that in the man's heart, there's only one name, not hers. She left something in his heart without telling him. And she left him and left him the time machine. Many things happened, he lost the time machine agian. The man got married with another woman and finally got the time machine, when he finally got to save his beloved, he was tortured by the fact that the thing the girl left in his heart. Finally he realised, he fell in love with this girl long long ago.
Do you know what she left in his heart? One drop of her tears for him.
Have a good weekend. See you tomorrow!
Love,
Miao
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