Can't stop dreaming about you, you smiled at me in a blue cardigan, in my dream.
It's soon Christmas again, this time last year, you offered me an advent calendar of Hello Kitty with one chocolat each day to Christmas. Then we had a big fight, and you engaged with your girlfriend then. It's like a long time ago all this happened. Still remember the first article in this blog was describing the day passing at Carrie's flat, watching the movie Elf with Grace and her.
One year has gone, nothing left between us except your flu image in my dreams. I miss you very much. This will be the first Christmas after marriage for you. No news at all from you. After the birth of Asher, Miao seemed disappeared from this world. Weiredly enough, that was always what I wanted, disappeared from this world. But my body and responsibilities are still here, I need to persevere, waiting for the end. Being forgotten sometimes is difficult to accept, but the time of adaptation is not forever and a day. I don't want to do the social things, while it is inevitable as for the little newborn.
How I miss you every deep night without sleep or sleep with dreams. I am afraid that you'll again enter my dreams and destroy my peace.
The weather is getting cold, take care.
Love,
Miao
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