I noticed your lost today, when you said that you couldn't sleep well, I suddenly thought of something and began to check last year's flight ticket. It was today last year when I came back from China to work. You were in a bad mood, and you said you would tell me on the way home. You didn't say anything until after 2 stations together on the line A. You told me that you lost your father the week before. I saw your red eyes. At that moment all I wanted was to hug you deeply. But I stayed frozen in the train watching your leaving figure while the doors closed.
It's been a whole one year. I don't know how you and your family survived, but you did it. There had been so many times that I wanted to be aside with you but I didn't know how. Maybe you could feel my heart, couldn't you?
This is the anniversary, you saw the lost of life but I saw the new life in me this morning first. Life is magic when it comes and it goes. But life keeps going on. You've been brave enough to suffer the pain of losing the life you love, while I have to have much more courage to face the new life I want to love.
Moumoun, maybe this is God talking to you too, isn't it? You said that you were joking with you girlfriend to marry her, I know you might be serious in your heart, you need a new family to warm you to help you to think of the pain less.
You'll have much more new life in the new year, my dear, have a good night, pray for you to have a good sleep.
Love,
Miao
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